
Well, here I am breaking the cardinal rule of blogging--sharing photos I
know are bad, but the thing is, my dears, tonight I just can't help it. I'm in the night studio (a.k.a. my study after sundown), and there's only the glow of the lamp, its robot neck bent downward so its face points right at the vignette you see before you. I finished the sixth piece for
Three Graces moments ago, and I couldn't wait to tell you.

I couldn't wait to tell you that I am relieved--because I think they
do work together--and a little wound up--because having managed to finish the requisite number of pieces means I'll actually have to go to the opening, stand there with my work, stand up for it and behind it. I want to say this right: I am proud of my skills, of my cozy, loving, quirky vision, of my devotion to doing a thing I love. And I am thrilled to be given the opportunity to accompany these images into the world, to meet the other artists in the show, to talk with them and with gallery-goers about the things we have made. But I am also a teensy-bit tempted to stay behind, here in the room where I keep my piles of wool felt, my cushions full of needles, my paint brushes, my quiet time, a little tempted to protect myself from even the slimmest possibility that something someone says or doesn't say will sting or slow me down.
Of course I'm going. With my sister and my husband and my little girl, in a new dress, with a smile on my face and a mantra: I love this work. I love this work. Like a mother loves a child, you see--not because the child is perfect but because she has come to be, through hard labor, through careful ministrations, maybe through a little ecstasy. Because she is like a map of that mother's days. Because she is a manifestation. I think you'll know what I mean. And that's why I couldn't wait to tell you.